Dear Manju,

I’ve started missing you a little more every time I notice you in everything beside me manju, watching it rain and remembering your photo of being drenched after playing in it in march, watching the coffee cups disappear from the racks magically at 6:00 and remembering us drinking chai at around the same time, cant help but notice the dry leaves which I was removing off the windshield and thought of how if you were there you’d put em down and crush em for the sound lmao. driving back and looking at those calmingly beautiful and clear wet roads with nothing but you on my mind, your voice popping into my mind when I want to do something mischievous hehe. How I was taking a turn off the freeway onto the tree canopy road and then the radio suddenly starts playing ‘Love me Tender’. You’re soo close yet soo far, and I think that deepens on a whole another level both my love and gratitude for you even more manju, don’t mind when I get mad at you sometimes for well reasons both which make sense and also for reasons which do not, but still thank you for sitting wid it.

Thank you for being a part of my Life, you genuinely make it so much better ❤️.

What will I have if I lose you and what will I lose if I have you, is something which hit me with utmost clarity and the deepest of meaning today.

Love Always,
Your Stubborn Boyfriend